My Mind

My mind is a land of pain
It's like two cars are in the same lane
Why do they keep pushing each other
I don't know, they're supposed to be brothers

Car one knows the way
But car two can't see the day
Why won't they let me move
Without this, I could improve

Car two is too afraid
Of what makes him dismayed
I ask myself what that may be
But I have no answer, none that I see

It hurts me to see so much I can do
But to see myself with nothing in view
I feel like something's wrong with me
But when I look, there's nothing to see

I know there is more to me than this
But I guess it's all just easy to miss
I know things will feel better in time
But that hill is hard to climb

I wish there wasn't always a fight
I wish I could have just a peaceful night
I am glad I have friends who care
They really help lessen the dispare

I feel lucky to have them there
Without them nothing could compare
I love them with all my heart
I hope we never fully depart